I can’t find those silver linings
I don’t mean to judge
But when you read your speech, it’s tiring
Enough is enough
I’m covering my ears like a kid
When your words mean nothing, I go la la la
Procrastination in its finest form! =/
Love it.
Now I’m not a saint but I’m not a sinner
Now everything’s cool as long as I’m getting thinner
Dont. Come and talk to me x
I’m ok now I promise!
I didn’t do or take anything even though I won’t lie, I was tempted.
Just had a moment of weakness and couldn’t think straight cos I was upset and angry but I’m sure I’ll be ok soon.
Thank you for caring x
Fuck that!
Absolutely had enough.
Wasting time on people who don’t even care about me? What have I become?!
This isn’t who I am! Would have told anyone else to go get fucked by now, not lie down and take so much shit for weeks and weeks on end and just pretend to be ok with it when actually, it’s far from.
Just can’t get my head around some people. Absolutely fuming but refused to be played again. What do you take me for.
No longer being anyones mug. Got enough shit to deal with and hopefully I can finally cross this off my list.
Grrr still mad. Cookies and The Hangover in bed to take my mind off things!!
Hey there. I know you don't know me, but if you ever need anyone to talk to, feel free to message me here or at my skype (rin.hime). I want the best for you; stay safe.
Thank you for your support!
I’d like to think my recovery will start soon once I’m back on track with everything.
I would really like to overdose on tramadol right now =’(
Today had so much potential and now I’m locked in my room in the dark. Miserable.
Not cool.
Saturday nights were made for take outs and bad tv!
But now I’m laid on bed just feeling all sad :( time for medication and music!
Know something’s not right though, atmosphere in the house is not good but for just 1 night I’m just gonna try and switch off from everything and get a good nights rest…….I hope!!
Night guys xx
Ps. Hope this mood shakes off in the morning too!
Cat lady mode in full force!
Kevin sleeping on my arm and holding my hand!
She’s cute!
I am conducting a study based around the effects of fluoxetine as studies show that it has had some serious side effects in peoples recovery. If you have had any negative side effects to fluoxetine, and would like to take part in my study, please get in touch x
I don’t know how much use I would be but sure! Anything to help! X
Random late night phone calls make to go bed like this: =)
Night guys x
Nice amount of meds I’m on, naaaat!
Gonna be heart burn city with doubling up in fluoxetine.
I guess it’s just trying to fix me.
